POST-PRODUCTION FILM JOURNAL
2024 Production Journal
Suddenly I’m back inside of it. Moving toward sharing this beautiful beast of a project, film by film.
Here you can find post-production notes on films created and directed by me, Jennifer Elster.
Over many years I filmed, both fiction and non-fiction, films …In the Woods (and Elsewhere), Into the Cave, Into the Studio, In My Mirror, The Peculiar Underground, and Of Two Minds. This film work started with a question I had in my mind and the obsessive pursuit for the truth.
I have been a hoarder my whole life. It sounds simple, but it is quite complex when what you hoard is also your work. Currently, I am in my hard drives revisiting ‘what was’ with years of acquired understanding in that balance. It is both strange and exhilarating to return to this puzzlement of work. I will write here on my findings. Some of it will be very painful, but I believe what is to be gained in the end is nutritious to our collective soul and moving forward as humanity.
March 29, 2024
Breakthrough after breakthrough.
These eyes had seen depths of sorrow,
survived wraths of the weak and hollow
and yet appear as if without a trace.
From discernment came grace.
Move wisely.
In these times, this wilderness,
move wildly, too.
I hope you join me on this excursion.
March 18, 2024
I see it now, I chose solitude.
March 5, 2024
Treasured Gifts in The Garden of Artifacts at The Development Gallery. Years ago I was in the desert and filmed Terrence Howard and Mouchette Bell for my feature film “Into the Cave”. At the time I had recently miscarried and was in a desperate state of depression. (I had no clue what my hormones were putting me through.) During the trip, I met, and spoke for some time, to a kind groundskeeper who was Native American. After we spoke he sent me this pouch (above) filled with good omens. It was such a kind gesture, with nothing for him to gain. He just felt for me. And I present it because, I was, and will always be moved by his generosity of kindness. The second gift is from my friend Chief Perry of the Ramapough Lenape Nation who is in “In the Woods and Elsewhere” and it is a present that marked a full and beautiful circle.
Into The Cave features Terrence Howard, Kent Cullers, Jorgen Leth, Mouchette Bell, and Jennifer Elster.
'“So sensitive. So dangerous.” --Jorgen Leth, filmmaker and poet
February 26, 2024
Masterminding a way. 🔥
A symphony of sorts.
To do (writing here so not to not do): Last updated: March 5, 2024
Glenn Reconnect and continue.
First check located on Channel drive for reference exports. Then the second check when found on The Tower drive for files to edit. Just realized the hard drive is called The Tower like The Towers. This one survived (so far).
Folder on drive:
Into the Cave V50-08-03 ✓✓ Needs final edit/track list and music releases/credits
The Wood and The Cave V150616_1716 (not to be mistaken for The Woods) ✓ Completed
Of Two Minds 15121_51534 ✓✓ Credits and division
In My Mirror 1411-1833 (in parts 151210) ✓ Find other 3 parts, first check Channel drive.
Still backing up. Problem with one large file. I need to self care. I don’t exercise. Don’t drink water. Don’t moisturize. Another pattern I am currently working to adjust. This goes deep.
Happy to be here.
“I did something I’ve never done before.” —Yoko Ono, Twitter
Vocalizations for In the Woods and Elsewhere were written by Jennifer Elster and performed by Yoko Ono at Sear Sound, NYC.
The soundtrack features Hilmar Orn, Daniel Kessler, Joseph Fraoili, Dave Bronson, DJ Spooky, Clay Matthewman, Jennifer Elster, and others who will be announced.
February 26, 2024
Just a little dip into sadness and then back out. Weekly meeting and off to a productive start. Trick is to not get overwhelmed by the amount of media there is. If I can pull this all off it would really be something else altogether. Hopefully I won’t recede in the process.
February 25, 2024
Sad. Feeling sad.
Had a thrilling week of performance and even returned to filmmaking, still sad. Less anti-social. Sad. It is not my inherent nature to be sad. Sad.
Time to get up and do some things I’ve been avoiding.
February 16, 2024
It’s all moving toward my vision and naturally morphing. Astounding.
The photograph above was taken at one of the hyper-glorious moments when everything was interconnected.
I’m just sitting here, and as if what is needed is presented to me. The way it does, and has. Beautiful.
And major back up done. Well one file didn’t transfer, but still. I was dreading it and now it is done. Feeling lighter.
Karen Black (actress, Nashville, Five Easy Pieces) is in … In the Woods and Elsewhere. Two songs performed by Karen Black for …In the Woods and Elsewhere, will be making their musical debuts.
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“I Went Into the Woods - Here’s about my latest film directed by young genius, Jennifer Elster —and know that...” — Karen Black, Twitter
February 14, 2024
🌈❤️💥 Still backing up, but getting there.
February 12, 2024
Been backing up all weekend. Media hoarders have a lot of bandwidth, fyi. Feeling love.
February 7, 2024
Coming across old photos. Here one of my reoccurring subjects, filmmaker Jorgen Leth, in The Development.
February 6, 2024
Another breakthrough. I’ve been protecting my sweetness, for so long, and I think I’m am just going to be that —knowing full well I am still protected even though I am vulnerable. And the back up of my photos is complete. A victory. Today I was talking to someone and unconsciously said I used to be a hoarder. Past tense. Look forward to getting back to In the Woods.
February 5, 2024
2022. Media managing hasn’t even begun, and may never. Get me out of this back up madness.
Just bitchin’ cause it’s so tedious and I do myself because it’s my phone.
February 3, 2024
Still backing up my phone. Up to 2019. Maybe I could even get a new phone, that works, and I will be able to hear people when they FaceTime me. Maybe. Just saying. What dreams are made of! I’ve buried myself in from all angles with media. So hoardy.
February 2, 2024
After years and years, I am backing up my phone (from 2017). That’s the post. Please send flowers. And pizza.
January 31, 2024
Far in now. I’ve returned to editing the woods. Beginning with Glenn.
Trying to make sure I’m putting my time in the right places. The woods can be all consuming.
I’m going to find the files mentioned on things to do. That would feel really good. I have worry of returning to projects on a computer that is about to bust from bandwidth.
“Maybe I was really afraid of negative thought“ —Glenn O’Brien
January 27, 2024
I watched the Glenn tape. Wonderful. Somehow I just fell into the soundtrack on my playlist just as I was writing, and then I played a few songs in the gallery. After Glenn I will take a break.
Glenn O’Brien was a founding member of Andy Warhol’s Factory and the first editor of Interview Magazine. He hosted a cable public access show TV Party and wrote and coproduced Downtown 81 starring Basquiat. He was a cultural writer for many leading publications throughout his life.
January 23, 1024
Last night I had a breakthrough. Fascinating.
January 22, 2024
Make effort.
January 18, 2024
To say the least, I was distracted.
January 17, 2024
Feeling so much lighter at the moment. The usual blockades seem to be dissipating in my daily life. I had overcome so much of the serious hurdles when I was younger, but these pesky patterns were in my way and now aren’t. Today I did something I’ve meant to do for some time.
Glenn O’Brien in …In the Woods (and Elsewhere)
After 17 years of being on my list of important things to do, we have digitized Glenn O’Brien’s tape from …In the Woods (and Elsewhere)
January 13, 2024
It’s been a rough few weeks of deep introspection, but I cracked a pattern this morning. I will write more on this once processed. It’s tremendous and obvious at the same time. Trauma related.
Watched “Of Two Minds” my film with Karen and I need to finish the credits. That one you can’t unsee. I’m laughing out loud thinking about it.
Of Two Minds features Karen Black and Jennifer Elster.
January 12, 2024
Examining myself I get completely preoccupied in my own head. I intently focus on my thoughts, complex problems (or nonsense), the problems in the world, whatever else. Embarrassing to say, but even after writing yesterday, I had a call scheduled with someone I very much wanted to speak to. Luckily I got a reminder call —I had forgotten about the call and looked down and my phone had 1%. I made it work, but as usual with struggle. I woke up and couldn’t find my keys. I don’t want to do this anymore. It takes so much time and causes me aggravation. And yet, if I am producing something I can focus hard with meticulous care on every detail and remember twenty peoples things to do list. My usual would be to be hard on myself to try and combat an unsavory pattern, but I’m going to be friends with myself through this.
January 11, 2024
Now having lifted the veil of the hoard (I can make my way through my crap without breaking my toes —paths), what I am left with is facing my impairment to focus on certain things. At times I can make ADD look like a vacation (and I’m not saying that in a bloated proud way like “look how disorganized I am”). How have I come this far and done so much with all of my ailments, I wonder. 55k emails in my inbox. No names in my phone so answering is a crap shoot. My phone is broken so I can’t hear, but I’m so overwhelmed of just the thought of backing up all of my hoarded media on my phone, I opt to just use a headset which I normally can’t find. No matter whose phone number it is —could be on one of the thousand pieces of paper I write on and when I go to call I just can’t find it. I removed one problem to face another. I’m here for it. I am going to struggle through this and fight just like I have fought through my life to be better. This one is so hard. Bound up with so much trauma and also hard wiring. Looking back I feel bad. All of the social things I showed up late for or on the wrong day. The feelings I have hurt just from my inabilty to keep order. I’m seeing it. Luckily in no serious ways, but still.
Interesting to be able to see this so clearly. And I am still.
Happiness is not my problem. Disorganization is.
January 10, 2024
Watching the last cut of my feature film “Into the Cave” was a wild experience. I expected to feel oppositional to its raw and wounded ways. Instead I embraced the film for all of its vulnerabilities. There are a few minor edits that need be made and a replacement of a song and credits.
Now to find the file in my hoard of a hard drive called The Tower (and I never resurfaced -ha ha!).
January 7, 2024
Watched “Into the Cave (and the Mad Pacer)” and “The Wood and The Cave.” and “Of Two Minds”. Wow. Will write more on this.
January 4, 2024
Into this challenge, just curious if I can take this on during this election year.
December 13, 2023
Looking at solitude versus film.
December 6, 2023
Figuring.
November 16, 2023
I will be screening ItW Pathway, No. 1-2, the experimental, audio-visual experiences that work as a precursor to the upcoming film series I created and directed, …In the Woods (and Elsewhere), at The Development Gallery. The cast includes: Jorgen Leth, Temple Grandin Ph.D., Kent Cullers Ph.D. , Liya Kebede, Terrence Howard, Bob Mankoff, Bernie Newcomb, and the Late Karen Black and Glenn O’Brien.
Explore a new way to tell a story and interact within a cinematic experience through pathways that lead to plot twists and interactivity, closer into the world of ...In the Woods (and Elsewhere).
October 19, 2023
Hope everyone is doing okay during these horrific, shared times in our history. While so much seems pointless, I will still pursue bringing these films to light. After all, they are films on humanity, our pitfalls and magnificence too! Deep levels of understanding are needed if we are, to ever get, to a more reasonable and peaceful place in time.
…In the Woods and Elsewhere
The filming of this multi part film series spanned seventeen years.
In the first part, the cast members may include the late Karen Black, Ahmir “Questlove" Thompson, Terrence Howard, Kent Cullers, Phd, Debra Winger, Famke Janssen, Will Shortz, the late Glenn O’Brien, Aimee Mullins, Gale Harold, and Jorgen Leth.
Looking forward to sharing further details.
“It’s an equal opportunity to devour.”
—Terrence Howard, …In the Woods and Elsewhere
October 4th 2023
Going back in. Watching the films one by one. Strange experience. Exhilarating too.
Suddenly so simple. And cuing.
Unchartered terrain.
This is a photo of me from my childhood. There is a Poloroid that my father took of me that is my actual bio picture for the film series, but I need to find it.
I mostly grew up in NYC, but from around three to seven years old years old I lived in Pennsylvania, Lancaster area, (a lot of Amish people).
I ran free and wild.
My first crush was on a boy named Troy. He was wild too.
At seven I swam for Cancer.
I didn’t really know how to swim so I did the doggy paddle for seventy laps. I had a strong determination and didn’t care what people thought. I still have the certificate.
—Jennifer Elster
Upcoming Film Series PROGRAM
(will share behind the scenes)
The Peculiar Underground features Jorgen Leth and Jennifer Elster.
In My Mirror features Jorgen Leth, Jennifer Elster, and Gale Morgan Harold III.
The series of films will emerge.
A website with all pertinent details will be shared at IntheWoodsandElsewhere.com when we outgrow this page.
ItW Pathway: Part I -8 (The Prologue)
During the years of filming there was a precursor: an immersive experience entitled ItW Pathway: Part I which featured Terrence Howard, Will Oldham, Temple Grandin, the Late Glenn O’Brien, Liya Kebede, Julian Schlossberg, Will Shortz, the Late Robert Foote Phd, Bob Mankoff, the Late Karen Black, and Famke Janssen.
A haunting glimpse into the labyrinth minds of the filmmaker and her subjects, where pathways always recede and no one can really say where it’s going other than ...In the Woods (and Elsewhere). The interactive experience is of parallax depth, pushing the limits of the medium in unexplored directions.
Will Oldham in ItW Pathway
The published ItW:Pathways will be reformatted for viewing pleasure and exhibited at The Development Gallery.
The ItW:Pathway Part II featuring Yoko Ono and the finale paths premiere to be announced.
The cast includes (will be back with that)
Further details to come.
